amen

Thank you for helping me Lord and angels here and above. I want to shine my light in the world, but first you must help me find it always. I have contemplated suicide at times because this man told me to go w God, instead of ending his path of pain and disrespect towards me. Thank you for helping me find strength and energy and love and light and hope, true happiness, true and lasting unconditional love and marriage, perfect health and great, abundant, overflowing wealth so I can share with many in need and help people and adopt and be of value to this world. THANK YOU for physical, emotional, mental, spiritual strength and health and wellness and a way to be of use to the world. I lost my only conceived child after I had tried a lifetime. And still so hurt the man went off with another instead of treating me right. May he be enlightened and return and make amends for having abandoned the right path and having lied and left instead of helped me through it...and try again? Please bless them separately but let them end NOW so he can make amends and stop the suffering. THANK YOU for making me be light in the world and be useful and energized and helpful and good and very successful with more book publications and great sales and perfect health, love etc. and be valued...Then I can help others if you help me, God. Help me to be only love and light in the world. Amen