Health and happiness for me and mine especially Mum!

by Susie
(Brisbane Australia)

I was just grocery shopping and my Mum called to say she's sick and needs the ambulance! I am terrified I keep praying and hoping things will get better for us! I'm too ill to go to the hospital my intellectually disabled brother has to. My family and I have been plagued with serious illness and financial troubles for as long as I can remember. The only reason I still Pray is because of my Mum who raised us all Catholic she is the reason we know and love God. Yet despite being a beautiful person she has had to struggle struggle struggle and now has been diagnosed with heart failure and other complications! The doctors didn't pick it up early! So now she is in and out of hospital and I am forever with my heart in my throat not knowing if my prayers will be enough to save her this time! She lost her mother and brother last year and our little dog and we are all unwell and very poor. We are grateful we aren't worse off but honestly I have to say I'm so sad that we have nasty landlords to deal with our lease is up in a month and we haven't found a new home Mum has had a heart attack before she has massive fluid build up and I am constantly terrified my sick siblings and I or our Mum or Dad will die. We aren't happy we are poor and have no friends no jobs due to illness and I have worked as a volunteer for three years trying to break into journalism or photography and no payday for me! I am so grateful things aren't worse but we only have each other and to top it al off I've started getting serious mental health symptoms that I cannot tell anyone about or my family will worry or my Mum could die from worry. We have wealthy family who won't lend us money to get our own home and ease some stress. No one cares about us. Please pray God will restore to full health me and mine and bless our finances we like the little Infant Jesus' sandal in the Mother of Perpetual Help novena are hanging by a thread. We have no money for the good Drs or the good medicine or the good hospitals. We are completely at the Mercy of God. I pray he grants all of everyone's earnest prayers and helps us have faith to have the miracles we seek granted Now. I also prAy for the Religious especially the Carnelite Nuns. God Bless You All and Yours.