I am falling

Past years of my life was not that much interesting.

I mean, I have lost both of my parents. I'm 27 now and I have to face life in my own starting from the age of 16 or so.

Well, it is hard but I knew even by then that my dear lord is with me.

Now I have finished school and I have a job .

Years ago things were just happening so fast but I had a little faith, even though,I was stuck by the frequent problems of my life. Like I said it earlier, by now I have fulfilled what a Girl of my age is expected to fulfill I mean academically and socially.

In my hard times, I know God was there for me,no one else. He was there when I called him so loud,when I cried to death, when my grades fall , when I was lonely and no one to hold on to... I know him so well.

I know him this much but now my heart becomes so calm in hearing his voices, calm in doing his will, calm in trusting him and so much more .My faith is going down I don't know why.

I prayed for a better job ( since I'm not comfortable with the current one)for a long time. He didn't answer my prayers.

I prayed for a person to hold on to (I wished for some one) again God has taken so long to answer it. Why is God taking long this time?


I was just asking for a change of life where God will be praised above all not for a luxury or a disappointment.

Pray for me 'cause I'm losing faith and courage. Pray for me.