Jesus I Trust In You

by Romel
(Philippines)

When I was a child my mother used to bring me in the church to pray. I saw different images and statues of saints. That was the start of my quest to know Him. Whenever I commit sins there is a feeling of separation in my heart from God. I can't explain it. I followed my conscience. I decided to join charismatic groups.

After service, we used to drink and talk gossips. I thought I was already inside the church. That was also the time that I kept on asking who I am. I even consulted astrology then I thought this is me. I believed that He can forgive me anytime anyway I go to church frequently. During that time I was one of many Catholics who believe that sin is part of life and we are all destined to be with Him.

My mother and I always had a fight because of my wickedness. Then there was a sudden spark on my mind, oh! this is not supposed to be. What if God takes my life and I will find myself miserable in hell. I don't like it! I started to get away from those friends little by little. A good friend of mine helped me to find job as a teacher in a private school under the guidance of St.Philomena. Before I never pray the rosary thinking that it was just a waste of time. I heard that through St.Philomena nothing is refused.

I started praying rosary. I asked the guidance of our Holy Mother. I heard shocking revelations from a monastery where we used to attend mass empowered by Our Lady of Guadalupe. I read Bible all over again and the writings of the saint. A big change happened in my life. I had a dream. There was huge rock stroke on the surface of the Earth. I felt the impact. I went to Church. Outside the church was a tribulation like wars.

Then I went to a top of the mountain. I saw Jesus riding on a horse as Christ the King. I followed Him in the air. I saw many people gathering below walking together towards the direction where Jesus and I leading to. He brought me to a desert where there is a dwelling water. He asked me to put my hands down on the water. The small fishes gathered in my hands. I lifted up my hands and brought the fishes to a separate container.

My eyes suddenly opened up and found my self awakening from a sleep. When I saw the clock, it was almost three o' clock in the morning. I said to myself, "I have to devout myself to the Divine Mercy. I think I have a mission." I had a dream again. This time was about the resignation of the pope. This was happened a couple of months before the resignation of Pope Benedict XVI.

I saw in a dream Pope Benedict will no longer be seen in public. I thought he was sick. A pope figure who would be in replace of him was fat that symbolizes power and not white meaning comes from the other side of the world. I also saw Our Lady of Lourdes. The resignation happened on February 11.

I had also another dream. I can feel that it's not happening yet. I saw group of men wearing white robe. There was a gathering. There stood up among them. I don't know why I saw the presence of Pope John Paul II. In the middle of the ceremony I think a child suddenly appeared like St. Michael the Archangel. Everyone was shocked. The colosseum of Rome appeared at last. I don't know if there would have a great war I'm not sure. I had many other dreams and they have made come true. I don't know I might be gifted on it. Now, I am planning to be a cathecist now in our parish community in The Immaculate Conception. May God strengthen me. May Mary our mother help me. Please pray for me. Thank you.