please mother mary give my love back

i'm 20 years old girl.i have a affair with a boy.my mother and as well as his parents also know this affair.it's a two year affair.he's drinking so much and always tries to struggle with me through phone calls.

i'm always praying for god to get solution for this problem.i love him very much.he also loves me. i know that.but he always tries to make other relationships with girls.i always advice him not to do those things.his family members also advice him.but no one need to make him a good person.

he is a diabetic patient.he doesn't want to get medicine.some times his mother tells me to talk with him love.though i talk with him in a lovely way he always tries to cheat me.when i call him he disconnects my phone line and talk with others.

because of i always forgive him he never tied to stop all those things.when we talk two days happily in other five days we struggle.he always blame my parents with me.i want to marry him in the future and live freely and happily with him.if he doesn't stop those things i'll have to suffer a lot.i don't need to give up him.if i give up him he will surely loose his life by him self.please help me to get him back.please pray for me.

i want him.from last Saturday we didn't talk each other n when i call his mother,she also doesn't know where he is.i want to make him a beautiful person who loves me a lot and take care of me.please pray for me.i think i'll also get good result through this.thank you and god bless you all.