Please pray I find direction

by Ann
(NH, USA)

I am in my fifties, have suffered with depression all my life and have been on disability for the past five years because of it.

I was able to work for 30 years prior to that.

Five years ago I lost my job, and the depression became so bad I couldn't work and I became homeless, and came to live in housing for homeless women,which are like separate little studio apartments.

I am so grateful to God for a roof over my head.
My problem is I feel so worthless. I feel ashamed that I am taking money and not working. I have been trying to get better with therapy and counselors, but I still can't get to the point of being able to work.

I am also in constant physical pain with bursitis and tendonitis. I feel guilty for living here, when there may be someone more in need who should live here (I do pay rent).

Is this how my life is going to stay?

Please pray for me that I find direction because I feel lost and alone. Thank you.