Restore and Renew Relationship

by Kim

To restore my relationship with Rodney H. That he will truly forgive me. That he will not dwell on the hurtful things I said to him out of anger, frustration and as a reaction to him ignoring or making me feel uncomfortable in our relationship. Please help me to hold my tongue and not talk at him as I did in the past. My prayer is that God will un-harden his heart towards me and break down the wall he has up between us. That he will have a heart for God and me too. That God will continuously put me in heart and on his mind again. That he will clearly see that I did not mean those things and that he will remember my actions and not focus on my words. I pray that Rodney will not have any peace with the way he is living his life and what he is doing...that his peace will come when he gives me another opportunity at our relationship. That we will be on the same page this time and that we will fall in love all over again and it will continue to grow. That our love will be intentional, thoughtful, kind and inseparable. That we will have daily interaction and talking for hours as we did in the past. That we would spend all extra time together. That our love is unconditional and we can look past our flaws. For God to give me and Rodney wisdom concerning each other, so that we will be everything the other one needs in this life. That I will truly be able to trust him and forgive him too--that he will reach out to me soon in the most loving, apologetic and forgiving way as in the past. That he will be willing to open his heart up again and trust me and that this time is different. That we would have those butterflies in our stomachs again for each other. Give Rodney a touch from God and send him back to me wholeheartedly.