To build our broken bridge

by Lucy
(India)

Hi...

My name is Lucy..
I am a Roman Catholic . And a true believer of Christ .i start my day and everything in remembering god and thanking god after every thing.
I never wish or ever dream to love or marry a non-christian .
But then I fall in love with a hindu-brahmin boy.
I pray to god to block my feelings before I even I start to hold his hand.
But something struck my head that someone was talking in my head that Lucy this man,s life is full of darkness and I was made to bring light in his life and his family.
Everyone was against, none of my frens supported me.i feel deserted and find myself standing alone for him.he is a family boy.evrything comes behind his family.
His family force him immotionally to get engage with a girl.
He don't even leave me in contact.i know he is neither happy.
I try everything to bring hate inside me for him or to move on but I realised now I m forcing myself too much to live a fake life because I am half dead.nothing seems real no matter how much.i still pray to god though every doors looks block for me.
But I know and blivd god never forsake his children.its been months now but we both seems stuck in same place.
Plis dear all pray for us ..pray for him to become more brave and courageous to be able to change the wrong thing..plis pray for his family and my family to be able to see or notice our hidden pain and sorrows.plis pray to almighty to reunite with my love and continue my work in the name of Christ . We all are children of only one god. Plis plis sob sob..I m tired of this pain inside me burning ..let me save my love,s soul..pray my dear all plis...

In the name of Jesus Christ
Amen...